I’m an ordinary fat man from northern Shaanxi, graduated in 2013, majoring in English.
I have been work for five years in the Chevrolet 4s store, the most important reason is try to exercise the level of how to talk and the social skills, one day I am just tired of such a work, and tired of this aimless life. So, give up the past, across about 2400 kilometers to come here, in order to learn a  technology,  to get a better salary and a better future.
  Java EE is a very complex and difficult language for the beginners, and I feel hurt from blind learning every day. The  assistant teacher patiently explained the language and so I can barely followed the lessons.
  Days of learning is very difficult, once I wanted to give up, also wanted to change a technology. But,all I can feel  is irresponsible.also afraid of one day I may regret not to try my best. Then tell myself to insist on, at the same time, ask the teacher for help. The answer is: more practice. Then then I understand that if it is such a easy subject for me to learn, that may means I am not an ordinary people, but the superman. So I tell myself if it is hard for me to get it, try it for two or three times, I can always succeed in the end. The most terrible thing is there is no dream in my life.If my own dream need to pay more sweat, that is worth for it. So I made it in four steps:
1Find my own way, others may not be suitable for me.
2 Follow the teacher's steps, if slower, it will be painful for me to understand ,if faster,it will be hard for me to learn.
3 Memorize the words I need.
4 Practice.
  Perhaps the road ahead is difficult to walk, but I will never give up, since it has begun,I will do what I can to walk through it.

  I’m an ordinary fat man from northern Shaanxi, graduated in 2013, majoring in English.
I have been work for five years in the Chevrolet 4s store, the most important reason is try to exercise the level of how to talk and the social skills, one day I am just tired of such a work, and tired of this aimless life. So, give up the past, across about 2400 kilometers to come here, in order to learn a  technology,  to get a better salary and a better future.
  Java EE is a very complex and difficult language for the beginners, and I feel hurt from blind learning every day. The  assistant teacher patiently explained the language and so I can barely followed the lessons.
  Days of learning is very difficult, once I wanted to give up, also wanted to change a technology. But,all I can feel  is irresponsible.also afraid of one day I may regret not to try my best. Then tell myself to insist on, at the same time, ask the teacher for help. The answer is: more practice. Then then I understand that if it is such a easy subject for me to learn, that may means I am not an ordinary people, but the superman. So I tell myself if it is hard for me to get it, try it for two or three times, I can always succeed in the end. The most terrible thing is there is no dream in my life.If my own dream need to pay more sweat, that is worth for it. So I made it in four steps:
1Find my own way, others may not be suitable for me.
2 Follow the teacher's steps, if slower, it will be painful for me to understand ,if faster,it will be hard for me to learn.
3 Memorize the words I need.
4 Practice.
  Perhaps the road ahead is difficult to walk, but I will never give up, since it has begun,I will do what I can to walk through it.